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Nov. 6th, 2006 @ 09:59 pm
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ok so i havent updated in like forever and a day....
So i'm only writing this to keep it somewhat up to date but now i dont know what to write....
I won the one acts...
i have a life?
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Oct. 11th, 2006 @ 09:44 pm
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Mondaine.... Today... thats all theres to say, but i'm going to try to stretch it out to make an entire entry... I went to school.... I went to my classes.... I had 2 tests, both were average. But i did fake a migraine to get out of my english essay and my teacher TOTALLY bought it. Knowing Mrs. Goodman she probably found this and is reading it.
Tonight my fam came over and I was overcome with joy... that doesnt even deserve a 90's "NOTTTTTT" lol if you didnt realize i was kidding you obvs dont know me!
Uhmm now im sitting here... Waiting for project runway to come on... but its taking forever...
LA LA LAA LAAAAAA
still not on...
Pick a card....
was it the ace of clubs?
I KNEW IT!!
ok im done.
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Haha heres somthing I wrote today.. I dunno... Just thoughts on paper
Eraser Shavings. Have you ever thought about them? I mean really thought about them. They are extraordinary. You search for the perfect words and if they don’t come out to your liking they are gone! With one swipe of your eraser they are gone, and now all that’s left of that unique, one of a kind, thought are eraser shavings. You just lost something that you can never recreate, sure you’ll come close, maybe even think of bigger and better things, but it will never be the same thought. That original spark is lost.
People say that you can’t erase the past, but they are wrong. You can erase the past just like I can erase the words on this page, but it will never be truly gone. There will always be these little tiny scrunched and rolled pieces of rubber covered in the remnants of what was once true. No matter how much you try there always seems to be that one little dulled pink eraser left on your paper. A tiny blemish on your glorious canvas of art.
That’s what my life is full of, these minutiae reminding me of my mistakes that I have tried to erase. All the times when I went back on what I said, all the times I hid what I truly thought to please others; each one has its own eraser shaving. Every time I just “forgot” something that happened or lied to myself that it never did, each created hundreds of tiny eraser specks. I try to just brush them away and forget about them, but they always somehow end up back on the page of my life.
These twinges of regret truly fuel our beings, whether you are aware of them or not. They are constantly being made and never destroyed. Eventually it leads to piles of these minuscule pieces that build our character and moral values. Each tiny shaving is a remnant of an event that determines the outcome of our lives, our thoughts and our actions. |
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Kay so today im soo bored. and im just really waiting for somthing fun to happen. I've been watching top chef on bravo ALL DAY!
Soooo wheres the fun?
Still waiting....
Still waiting...
Ok well obvs nothing is going to happen. I went to see rocky with becky last night. I saw minkles, jason simon, kristen, dave and pete there. Quite a fun night.
Well i'm gonna go be bored now...
I'll ttyl |
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Ok pretty much I completely and totally forgot I had one of these, but now im making a promise to myself to keep it going this time.
Kay since my last post what has happened?
I went to stagedoor and made a gazillion new friends that I WILL LOVE FOREVER!
I became REALLY close with gina and becky.
No new boy info yet, I know its sad.
I don't really know why but boys who do like me get intimidated and think im too good for them, which is rediculous cause im not all that great. Lately I've been feeling like i cant attract guys that are nice, so if someone wants to change that I'd be forever greatful hehe.
This weekend has been amazing. Friday night I SLEPT!!! WTF? I DONT SLEEP! lol
Sat I woke up early and went to an interveiw with a manager in the city. THEY LOVED ME! They are sending over a contract while I write this hehe. So all of saturday guess what I did? SLEPT! AGAIN!!! OMG ITS A RECORD! Then sat night I went to see Rocky Horror at Midnight at cap with the loverly fienstien sisters!
Now its sunday and me and my fav becky are going to surprise gina at rocky tonight... that is unless she reads this, Oh boy I hope she doesnt read this!
Tomorow, WHO KNOWS WHAT I WILL DO!!!!
So pretty much thats my life... I'll talk to you guys later...
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I dont know, I just felt like I should post my feelings.
I really want to find the right guy, and its hard, cause i want alot from one relationship.
I want to like them emotionally and physically and i want them to car about me.
I also really want a serious relationship and I know I have alot of love and affection to give to someone, the only problem is, I cant find the right person to give it to, Someone who is willing to take all of me like im willing to take all of them. Am I the last guy like that? I dont know, cause I see people all the time, who are sweet, and nice but they dont want a relationship, and i just dont get that.
I'm willing to give everything up for the right person, but I dont know if that right person will be willing to give up everything for me.
yah I really need advice someone help?
May. 29th, 2006 @ 08:49 pm
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| » MEMORIAL DAY |
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Let me start by saying... THIS WEEKEND KICKED ASS!
Ok So I did so much this weekend I'm breaking it up into days:
Wednsday- I just rested for the first afternoon EVER, then at like 9 Cari came over and we watched a movie... what movie was it? wow i cant remember... thats weird lol
Thursday- Catherine and Liz came over and we watched proof. THAT WAS A CRAZY MOVIE! Not that i got like half of it, i mean me and liz obvs have ADD. Then I went to a dermatologist appointment and she attacked my face with a pointy thing to get the blackheads out. So then i got two new acne creams and an antibiotic i take every day so im ready to say goodbye to my acne yay!! Thursday night Jamie and Cari came over and we all walked around Woodbury. Then we met up with Austin and hung at a bench cause we r that cool.
Friday- I went to the beach with Cari and Jamie even though it was rediculously cold out. Then because we r retarted we layed outside in the cold in bathingsuits with tanning oil trying to get a tan whil the sun wasnt out.. HmMmMm bad idea much? Then I went to see mainstage music man because the 100 times ive seen music man at cap i never saw mainstage so i had to see steph. SHE WAS AMAZING! and i love all the people that came that night (oo another dirty joke you guys) hehe. Yah but max had rice all over his sack, girls eggs were dropping but dont worry cause we started it but lyndsey finished it.
Saturday- I went into the city with Amanda to see the stagedoor movie, where I didnt feel alone cause i knew everyone from myspace.THE MOVIE WAS AMAZING! We ate at the cutest little resturant and the food was delicious. Then we took a train home and met sammy and tanya at the mall to see the davinci code which wasnt as good as i expected but we still had a great time! I love my friends.
Sunday- Now heres the day to sit back and relax... NOT! More Like River Rafting in pennsylvania with Cari Lindsay and Becky. Mucho Divertido! It was awsome even though I came out smelling like water with sunburnt knees (yes just knees) and the guy in the back yelled at me the ENTIRE time lol (obvs he only knew my name). Then, like a crazy person, I made plans with my camp friends, even though i was sunburnt and smelled like gross river water. We went into the city which was kind of boring but we still made our own fun, then i slept over Phils.
Monday(Today): Today my mommy and daddy picked me up from phils and we went SHOPPING! hehe I bought A shirt, a pair of jeans, a pair of shorts and sandles at abercrombie. Then we went to an indian store where they bought me a really really cool necklace and my dad got a bracelet. Then we came home and thats when i decided to write this.
So yah, this is the first time i got to stop and reflect and i just must state, yet again, THIS WEEKEND KICKED ASS!
May. 29th, 2006 @ 07:48 pm
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So I'm in such a weird time right now, I have this constant need for stability thats constantly obstructing a constant need for flirtation and adventure, and im feeling it alot right now. I mean, I am at a serious dilemma but w/e
My day was alright, nothing special. I'm still waiting for that special someone. But finally im starting to feel like im getting noticed again, I wonder if i'll finally find the perfect someone.. hmmm
well, i honestly dont have much to write but yeah.. lifes boring..
May. 22nd, 2006 @ 03:51 pm
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I need a date this weekend! call me if ur interested
May. 17th, 2006 @ 09:30 pm
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| » Another Day in Mikes Life |
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So last night I fell asleep at like 9! So i woke up this morning and im still tired WTF? I got my nyssma score back, i got a 99 I'm pretty happy but I really was pulling for 100.
So now im here with Cari, and shes like amazingly amazing and a really good singer. hehe
So yeah I decided that school is stupid, the end.
May. 16th, 2006 @ 02:53 pm
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| » My AMAZING Weekend |
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So On Friday I went to Chelsea Fritzs Sweet Sixteen at Zacharys that was just like amazingly fun. It was so cool to see some of those camp people that i havent seen in a while.
Then Saturday came! oh boy was I busy. I had Nyssma at 11:30 AM. Uyy that involves waking up in the morning, but I got there on time and it went incredibly! The judge loved me! Then I hitched a ride with my dad, My Uncle and Leibo to the city. I hung with my camp friends for a while then went to Sammys Birthday party at The Veiw in the Mariot Marquis. IT WAS GORGEOUS AND LIKE COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY AMAZING. I had THE best time. Then I went to Barries house to meet back up with my camp friends. I had the greatest time, teaching leibo how to grind, and talking about how the gay part of me loved the movie. Yeah so we pretty much didnt sleep.
Then today i took a train home and pretty much chilled with my family all day for mothers day. Then tonight I saw YPT Music Man which was completely amazing! The whole cast did great and the energy was at an all time high. The leads, Harold Hill Played by Chris Pombonyo and Marion played by Krystina Salcedo WERE FABULOUS! Seriously you guys you all rocked.
All right so my weekend was awsome.. THE END.
May. 14th, 2006 @ 10:56 pm
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| » Today In an eggshell |
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Today was weird
I feel like absolutely nothing happened...
I feel like im just waiting for somthing to happen to me... and thats not like me
I want to someone to ride into this weird dream im living and just make it all great..
Wheres the knight?
I'm not the kind of person to sit around and wait for things to happen to me, but thats exactly what im doing, I feel like i'm not me,its so strange.
I went to school today, I was really tired but I went, It was just such an average day, that I feel like somthing has to happen, good or bad, SOMTHING!
I'm waiting here, so if your reading this and you want to be that somthing, please talk to me
May. 10th, 2006 @ 06:49 pm
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K so today was alot of fun, But my fucking administrative asistant womans a bitch so i cant go on my school trip, stupid bitch. Now im stuck here in syosset instead.
Then she had the nerve to be nasty to my mom on the phone so now my moms fucking pissed off at her and so am i.
Today was fun besides that but still LIFE IS BORING!
SOMEONE ASK ME OUT SOON! LOL
May. 3rd, 2006 @ 05:53 pm
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| » K so i decided to make one |
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So I made a lj... yup.. lol my lifes pretty boring right now, I'm crushing on a couple of guys, one of which i've allready dated.. figure that, but i dont know, hes awsome...
but yah i made a livejournal cause i was that bored... lol
ttyl,
Mike
May. 2nd, 2006 @ 05:46 pm
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